Sometimes I wish that I was….
Sometimes I wish I was more…
Or maybe that I had more…
Sometimes I wish I was less…
And more…
But then I realize
..hope is a good thing
Vision is a gift
and that sometimes all you need is a connection.
Conflicting stories make me confused.
Where do i stand?
Huh?
How i wish someone can just fall from the sky and tell me what to do.
I thought i know someone. Very Well. Well not THAT well.. but at least i thought i know.. u know what i mean lar rite?
Things turned out differently. And i’m having a secong thought.
Still wondering.
Arrr…sleepless night.
Dammit.
Can we be friends again?
Sure.
Like before?
I don’t think so. Like before is long gone.
生命会给你你想要的东西
只要你不断的向它要
是我太固执
但怎么能轻浮
The concert finally started at about 8.30pm with the war siren blaring and the crowd went into frenzied screaming and yelling. The performance started with ‘Phantom’ and ‘Million Men’.
It was awesome to finally get to see the boys perform live in person. So near yet so far!! They had underwater effects where they saved the drowning girl.. It was hilarious somewhat.. as he dropped her halfway just to save her again..There is one thing that wasnt a cherry on a sundae, U-Know wasn’t in a good condition to dance to the extreme..the whole time when there were intense dancing, he would just stay behind while other members dance…
Their solo performances were awesome as Xiah performed the self composed ‘My Page’ and did a little fan-service by having water pouring down like rain onto him as he danced away. But he slipped twice while performing on stage; the other was during O’Jung Ban Hap. But with each slip he managed to bounced back like it never happened. Owwhh… UKnow’s solo performance was amazing as he appeared from under the stage dressed in military wear and he was throwing papers everywhere. Yeng aaaa~ But he did not rip off his shirt which made me a little sad. Yoochun’s aka Micky’s aka My hubby’s delivery of One Last Cry was convincingly moving. Perhaps it’s the effects of his voice. Max’s solo was also well delivered and presents a different mood with props and lightings. Hero’s "Crying" touched my heart~
During Balloons performance, they came out in cute little buggy airplanes and were driving round the stage area. UKnow was speeding crazily around the stage like a kid! Someone should’ve given him a ticket! Yoochun was the last to step out of his buggy plane and he was being really Ki Ub Tah!(Cute) by standing up and down in his little buggy until he got to the main stage.
It was kinda sad coz i din get a lot from Micky becoz of my zone..but I (Fine. WE) did get a lot of Hai from Xiah..he’s so so adorable~
Micky is super thin if u see him from near..makan la sikit..
I had a feeling that Max was being very shy…hmm..camera shy? BUT he’s vety very good looking in person. Trust me. I must say that he’s not that photogenic but he does look like japanese.
A cute one.
UKnow looks like typical korean..Again… a cute one. Only then i realised why was he being chosen as the leader of the group..there’s just something about him that makes u fall for him.. Charisma? But i know he’s holding back his cuteness~ HEHe^^
Hero smiled at the fans all the time..the most pretty face a guy can ever have..
The concert ended after a whole 2 and a half hours. Even so i felt like time flew really fast. We soooo didn’t get enuff of the boys!! Their cute "Bai Bai" was still ringing in my ears. Even so, most of us left the concert with a big satisfied smile on our faces.
—Thank You TVXQ—
I know it has been over 2 months but i just couldn’t find time to jot down this feeling of mine thanks to exams n assignments. (FINE i’m lazy) and it’s hols now!! ^^ i’m already bored on the 3rd day. Anyway. Ehem ehem.. ladies and gentlemen.. i proudly present to you.. My Future Husbands Dong Bang Shin Ki’s 2nd Asia Tour Concert in KL~ Jjang jjang jjang jjang!!
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On the 24th of November 2007, TVXQ had their concert in Kuala Lumpur in Stadium Merdeka..So we bunch of gals (me my housemate n her sisters) went to KL together.
The sponsors had stalls set up near the entrance to the Pit Zone selling their merchandise (TVXQ and S.H.E’s LG engraved mobile phones, DVD’s, etc.) I bought their concert book and official poster AND photobook which cost me around RM 140. (The girl selling the merchandise is a korean and i got so excited coz i’ve never seen a korean before so i jz kept smiling at her and i know i looked stupid) They were playing some S.H.E song (Harloo..what are these girls doing here..) causing the crowd to boo at them. Thankfully they got the cue and played TVXQ’s O Jung Ban Hap instead, which spurred a great response. The fans delightedly went crazy and sang along. This is the tremendous power that TVXQ’s Malaysian fans possessed. Fear Us!! Hiak hiak hiak..
We had to push and massacre those in our way through the bottle-neck of crowd and when we finally got through, it was like ‘Victory! I made it out ALIIIVEE!! Wait, I need to breathe!’ Songs of SM’s artistes like Super Junior, CSJH, SMTown were being played and this one particular song which got the crowd hyped was Super Juniors’ ‘Don’t Don’. I found my cousin there n she was the one who helped me to buy the ticket (U know i love u Mei Yiing) and she was the one who kept telling me "Ah Jin ah.. this is a concert u know…if u want to see ur dear u must not let those ppl push u away from where u standing..push them away if necessary~"
The storm is coming but I don’t mind.
People are dying, I close my blinds.
All that i know is I’m breathing now.
I want to change the world…instead I sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.
But all that I know is I’m breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
All that I know is I’m breathing.
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
ignore the title..teehee
ok here r the things i really REALLY wanna try:
1. turn the music real loud, bring out my air guitar and sing-off key, on purpose
2. blog freely regarding an issue that’s close to my heart.
3. spend a whole day in the comfort of my pyjamas.
4. do something that makes myself happy ; don’t depend on someone else for my happiness
5. take a risk and try something new, like an exotic meal
6. try an extreme sport like bungee jumping!!
7. instead of running for shelter from the rain, try dancing or jogging in the rain
8. compliment a total stranger
9. find beauty in the most random things ny clicking away with my camera
10. take a soul vacation (and meet hottie ^^)
it’s Emiliana Torrini’s "Today Has Been Okay"
i dunno y but i cry listening to this song…tearing again…tissue anyone?
Friends tell me it’s spring
My window show the same
Without you here the seasons pass me by
I know you were not new
That loved like me and you
All the same I miss you
Today has been ok
Today has been ok
The preacher lost his son
He’s known by all in town
He found him with another son of God
Feeding on the prayer
Nevermind what God said
But love had lost its cause
And I thought today had been ok
Today has been ok
Today has been ok
Wind has burned your skin
The lovely air so thin
The salty water’s underneath your feet
No one’s gone in vain
Here is where you’ll stay
‘Cause life has been insane but
Today has been ok
Today has been ok
Today has been ok
Today has been ok
*pray for those korean hostages kidnapped by Tabiban*
i am grateful for:
my life and the people in it
every second of every day and every single experience
that someone loves me
for my gifts and abilities
till next blog~tata
Just before last month I broke my spectacles in two right down the middle and although I tried to make a temporary repair it was all in vain. So i bought a new one. I broke it again. Yesterday. GA Blue. Spending two freakin’ days without specs until the new one is done.
Just to make thing worse than it was…i sprained my ankle when i was walking back from minimart. without my specs. on the same day i broke my specs. ok so it was my fault to walk around without my specs but hey how the hell m i supposed to know this was goin to happen? I fell n i looked stupid. I can hardly walk now. Literally…hopping around. It’s swollen n it hurts like helllll. Seriously. I’ve already missed two days of the lectures. And guess wat…it’s only the first week of the sem!
Grrrreeeaaattttt.
ok so i’m writing blog coz i got nothing else to do u see….i dun have much strength to move around n i dun want to. Have been sitting in front of my laptop for the whole day. Huuuuuu……..
